raindecision

I am aching to do something other than what I am doing tonight. I don't want to drive anywhere or have to get home at a certain hour. Every time I have gone anywhere since I became a parent I have spent the first half of my time out thinking about the baby and the second half wondering if it was a bad thing that I wasn't thinking about the baby. I'll probably end up putting make up on and sitting around scheming and then get too tired and lazy to actually motivate. c'est la vie.